If you don’t know about the spoon theory, you should really read it.
Anyway, the past few weeks, I have been sliding downhill real fast. I can barely get out of bed. I can barely move in the morning. I ache from head to toe. I can barely keep anything down in the morning, including my pills.
I just want to crawl somewhere and hide right now. I can barely stop crying this morning because of the pain. The doctor’s PA told me that it isn’t related to my thyroid. So what is it? Why should I be barely able to move? My muscles ache and twitch involuntarily.
My face feels so puffy. That I know is from the thyroid. When I do my weekly weigh-ins on Sundays, I also do measurements. My neck is an inch bigger then it was last year. I am thinking that it is because of my thyroid. It feels really uncomfortable to swallow.
I just don’t feel like I have any energy. I can already tell that today is going to be hell at work. Its going to be a long day that just won’t seem to end.